SOTW0924 Flyleaf "All Around Me"

Sometimes it goes, sometimes it comes back. It's unstoppable, undeniable and relentless. I'm talking about the urge to go back to emo mode.

SOTW0924 Flyleaf "All Around Me"
Source: Revolver Magazine

I was just, you know, casually scrolling through my YouTube Music –best music service, lowkey– when something magical happened: it suggested to me Flyleaf in the "Forgotten favorites" section. Immediate chills down my spine. Fucking amazing throwback. Definitely a forgotten favorite. And a forgotten crush, too.

Anyway, I started hearing the emblematic first album. It starts strong. I can now understand why my mom used to ask me to change the music. And track after track it develops so tastefully that it's hard to believe that the album will be 10 years old soon. I wrote 10 instinctively, but really it's been 20 years. 20 YEARS. It's from 2005. Some of you weren't even born. Some of you were born but not really living, yet. Think about it.

Anyway! The song that ties this album together is definitely "All Around Me". It's easily digestible for normal listeners but it still packs a punch for the freaks like me and the lyrics are about meeting God. What's not to like? So, please, delight yourself with the video below.

Lyrics (via Genius)

[Verse 1]
My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips, for you
This fire runs in through my being
Burning, I'm not used to seeing you

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm alive
I'm alive

[Chorus]
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

[Verse 2]
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing, say "We are alone with you"
I am alone and they are too with you

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm alive
I'm alive

[Chorus]
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding onto what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

[Bridge]
And so I cry (Holy)
The light is white (Holy)
And I see you

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm alive (I'm alive)
I'm alive (I'm alive)
I'm alive

[Chorus]
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
[Bridge]
Take my hand, I give it to you
Now you own me, all I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe

[Chorus]
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

What's your favorite song from your emo face? And were you a MySpace baby? Kudos if you share a scene style photo of yourself. Send them my way at @scaarg on X (ex-Twitter) as well as on Threads.